<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://draft.blogger.com/navbar/18962171?origin\x3dhttp://siaocharbor-38mei.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Sunday, August 16, 2009

♥ Did I really give up and forget? Or am I just lying to myself?

Girls, Guys, and all my friends who read my blog frequently....

I would like you all to do me a favour.... please do tag or tell me through MSN whether I really give up or am I just lying to myself? provide me with a solution...

If you have read my previous post, then you would have known that the whole of this week was ridiculously busy.... so I decided to sleep early last night, so that my body and brain can have sufficient rest.

And I had this weird weird dream, yet very clearly "printed" into my brain.. even when I woke up..
For the whole of this day, I just cannot stop thinking about it...

As many of u, as my friend know, I ever had a tough relationship... and I have a tough time to forget about this relationship.... perhaps, its really a struggle to me....

Dream:
that guy... my ex-bf... comes back for me... and I happily accepted him.. (when I am suppose to reject him and strictly tells him off in his face that I've long forgotten about him!)

Reality:
Dream is just a way how ur sub-conscious mind conveys a message to u... sometimes even a message that u try all ur best to block out...
Have I really forgotten him? Or am I just deluding myself?

This question bothers me for a whole day of today....

I AM GRUMPY.
9:55 PM


εïз theGrumpyToast εïз



      theGrumpyToast is very grumpy. Beware, this toast

      profile.
      name: Michelle Ng
      age: twenty
      college: University of Adelaide degree: Bachelor of Commerce (Management) 3rd Year


      loves.
      ~*colour: White & Pink, Black & Purple
      ~*food: Chocolate, Ice cream, Fries, anything tat ish edible
      ~*drinks: Cold water, Green Tea, Milk Tea, Italian Coffee and Red Wine
      ~*author: Danielle Steel 'n' Jill Mansell
      ~*singer/artist: Jolin, Zhang Shao Han, Yang Chen Lin, Liang Jing Ru
      ~*drama: Korean, Taiwan and Hong Kong Dramas all I like!
      ~*pet: Jay Jay! Luckie, Shernie (Whr are u?), and Bobo
      ~*Cartoon Character: Mickey and Minnie
      ~*Japanese Anime: Katekyo Hitman Reborn and Bleach


      time.


      wishlist.
      ~ Attain Distinction for Summer School 2010
      ~ Attain Distinction for 3rd yr Uni, Semester 1
      ~ Attain Distinction for 3rd yr Uni, Semester 2
      ~ iPhone 3GS
       ~ Gucci Belt
      ~ Canon DSLR 60D
      ~ Canon IXUS 130 IS
      ~ CLOTHES! Many fashionable clothes!
      ~ Pass Practical Driving in Australia
      ~ Oven
      ~ Sewing Machine



      goals 2011.
      ~ Do well for 3rd yr Uni, Summer School -> All Distinctions
      ~ Sleep early, at around 11pm to 1am every night
      ~ Be more sociable, especially towards guys. I seriously need some guy friends.
      ~ Master Photography
      ~ Learn baking
      ~ 变漂亮!
      ~ Become more matured & independent
      ~ Strengthen wine drinking
      ~ Master driving in Singapore
      ~ GRADUATE FROM UNI!
      ~ Join in more volunteering work
      ~ Find a full time opportunity potential job



      Main goal.
      ~ Quickly Graduate from University and stay at Singapore permanently (Everything has ended!!)

εïз Music εïз