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Saturday, January 26, 2008

♥ no title (dear dear)

finally, i received dar dar derhs ping an sms lerhs... after wry him fer 1 whole wk... i finally can fang xia xin lai lerhs...

bt... although i tok tu him on fone jus nw... i dunch feel xin fu at all... i feel upset... realli upset... at one side ob e line.. i kept on crying n crying n crying.... bt he dunch noe... tat's y i had tu put down e fone quickly....

miie heart hurt alot.... unimaginably hurt... i realli lurve tis guy alot alot.... i can't explain hw much i lurve him... all i can sae ish.. tis guy successfully captured miie heart...

e reason y i feel upset... ish tat he ish no longer happie tu hear miie voice... he chooses tu slp rather den concern miie.... he turn cold towards miie alreadi.... i can't blame him fer tat... life in NS mus b realli tough fer him... bt... i dunch understand y.... he din even ask miie hw am i doing.. after a wk's ob no communication... he din even care whether i'm fine or nt... he jus want tu slp...

i'm realli upset over tis... bt at e same tyme.. i dunch noe wad tu do... miie mind went blank...

i dunch wan him tu leave miie.... i can't live wibout him... e feeling ish horrible... n i dunch lyk tis kind ob feeling....

i wan tu try all miie best tu hold him ontu miie.... bt still.... i feel tat he doesn't wan tu hold miie animore...

mayb.. tu him... i've alreadi turned intu a nuisance... or mayb... someone nt impt animore....

i rmb... he ever said abt e rope storie.... we started out by him holding ontu a rope.. n i'm clinging tightly one rope, while he tries tu pull miie up..... den slowly... he managed tu pull miie up.. n hug miie tightly....

bt nw... i feel tat.. he decided tu let miie go... let e rope go... while miie trying tu struggle tu hung on e rope.. or hung on him....

no matter wad... i will nt let him go... cos i noe.. i'll go crazie ib he leave miie... real crazie...

i will still try miie best tu hug him tightly, despite he wanting tu let miie go...

another kind ob explanation.. ish jus lyk.. he ish a rose.. full ob thorns...
i will hold on tu tis rose tightly, despite e pricking thorns, prinking miie hand n bleeding...

i will nt let tis guy go..... i will overcome all hurts n pains n bleeding, jus tu let him stae nxt tu miie....

I AM GRUMPY.
1:38 AM


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      name: Michelle Ng
      age: twenty
      college: University of Adelaide degree: Bachelor of Commerce (Management) 3rd Year


      loves.
      ~*colour: White & Pink, Black & Purple
      ~*food: Chocolate, Ice cream, Fries, anything tat ish edible
      ~*drinks: Cold water, Green Tea, Milk Tea, Italian Coffee and Red Wine
      ~*author: Danielle Steel 'n' Jill Mansell
      ~*singer/artist: Jolin, Zhang Shao Han, Yang Chen Lin, Liang Jing Ru
      ~*drama: Korean, Taiwan and Hong Kong Dramas all I like!
      ~*pet: Jay Jay! Luckie, Shernie (Whr are u?), and Bobo
      ~*Cartoon Character: Mickey and Minnie
      ~*Japanese Anime: Katekyo Hitman Reborn and Bleach


      time.


      wishlist.
      ~ Attain Distinction for Summer School 2010
      ~ Attain Distinction for 3rd yr Uni, Semester 1
      ~ Attain Distinction for 3rd yr Uni, Semester 2
      ~ iPhone 3GS
       ~ Gucci Belt
      ~ Canon DSLR 60D
      ~ Canon IXUS 130 IS
      ~ CLOTHES! Many fashionable clothes!
      ~ Pass Practical Driving in Australia
      ~ Oven
      ~ Sewing Machine



      goals 2011.
      ~ Do well for 3rd yr Uni, Summer School -> All Distinctions
      ~ Sleep early, at around 11pm to 1am every night
      ~ Be more sociable, especially towards guys. I seriously need some guy friends.
      ~ Master Photography
      ~ Learn baking
      ~ 变漂亮!
      ~ Become more matured & independent
      ~ Strengthen wine drinking
      ~ Master driving in Singapore
      ~ GRADUATE FROM UNI!
      ~ Join in more volunteering work
      ~ Find a full time opportunity potential job



      Main goal.
      ~ Quickly Graduate from University and stay at Singapore permanently (Everything has ended!!)

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