Tuesday, January 15, 2008
♥ boring.. can't sleep~~
hmmm... its alreadi 3am lerhs.... haish.. bt i can't slp.... mani tings ish running thru miie mind..... i'm wrying mani mani tings....
well... first ting i'm worrying ish miie dar... or shld sae... i missed him alot.... although i get tu sms him n tok tu him every wkend... bt i still missed him alot.... lately, e moment i close miie eyes... i will see his face den start tu cry... i dunch noe y... i neber had lurve a guy tis much... tis unexplainable kind ob lurve... i jus noe tat i lurve him alot... n i'm willing tu sacrifice miieself fer him..... i'm trapped... trapped in his lurve nets..... our tis relationship has been a tough one.... tis ish mainly due tu us... living in 2 different countries..... we can't mit everydae lyk normal couples do.... thus, i admit tat i do feel jealous whn i see couples around miie being together... hugging each other... holding hands... feeling each other presence... n oso problems has been clinging ontu us... nt letting us off... persist tu damage our relationship.... bt still... i kip telling miieself tat i cannot gib up sho easily..... i'm willing tu brk thru all difficulties jus tu b wib him....
e nxt ting tat i'm wrying ish ob cos... miie studies.... i'm currently gettin' miieself prepared tu go tu adelaide university tu studie..... adelaide university ish within e top 8 university in australia.... also.... it's world rank ish within e top 100.... life fer miie nxt few yrs ish goin tu b realli challenging, tough, tedious n rough..... i'm ob cos... rather confident tat i will get thru tis difficulties wib ease.... bt still... dere ish some wrys in miie... cos in e end.. hu noes wad will happen? ob cos... i realli wished pass....
last ting tat i'm wry ish miie cousin.. well.. i shldn't mention him in tis blog.. cos i noe tat dar dar dunch lyk him... bt aniwaes.... lately miie auntie (his mother) had tis dream tat ish almost e same as miie mother.... e dream ish abt him gettin' injured or harmed in NS camp.... thus... e family ish a little worried..... todae... he's send bac frm e camp... laying on his bed.... habing high fever..... quite worrying.... well... tis may sound superstitious... hwever... e dream did start tu come true! aniwaes.... i tried tu called him jus nw.. bt he hang up miie fone.. i guess he's either too tired out n ish lying on his bed or he ish on fone wib his gf..... aniwaes.... tis cousin ob mine ish lyke miie childhood fwen... miie blood-related elder brother.... thus.... i treat him fairly abit btr den other cousins... zzzzzzz!! bt quite wrying larhs... he ish alwaes caring fer miie since young until tis age..... sho i'm quite worried... aniwaes.... zzzzzzz! he has his gf n his mum tu care... tat's gd enuff.. at least.. nw he ish safe at home... glad fer him.. ^.^" hope he get well soon....
well... first ting i'm worrying ish miie dar... or shld sae... i missed him alot.... although i get tu sms him n tok tu him every wkend... bt i still missed him alot.... lately, e moment i close miie eyes... i will see his face den start tu cry... i dunch noe y... i neber had lurve a guy tis much... tis unexplainable kind ob lurve... i jus noe tat i lurve him alot... n i'm willing tu sacrifice miieself fer him..... i'm trapped... trapped in his lurve nets..... our tis relationship has been a tough one.... tis ish mainly due tu us... living in 2 different countries..... we can't mit everydae lyk normal couples do.... thus, i admit tat i do feel jealous whn i see couples around miie being together... hugging each other... holding hands... feeling each other presence... n oso problems has been clinging ontu us... nt letting us off... persist tu damage our relationship.... bt still... i kip telling miieself tat i cannot gib up sho easily..... i'm willing tu brk thru all difficulties jus tu b wib him....
e nxt ting tat i'm wrying ish ob cos... miie studies.... i'm currently gettin' miieself prepared tu go tu adelaide university tu studie..... adelaide university ish within e top 8 university in australia.... also.... it's world rank ish within e top 100.... life fer miie nxt few yrs ish goin tu b realli challenging, tough, tedious n rough..... i'm ob cos... rather confident tat i will get thru tis difficulties wib ease.... bt still... dere ish some wrys in miie... cos in e end.. hu noes wad will happen? ob cos... i realli wished pass....
last ting tat i'm wry ish miie cousin.. well.. i shldn't mention him in tis blog.. cos i noe tat dar dar dunch lyk him... bt aniwaes.... lately miie auntie (his mother) had tis dream tat ish almost e same as miie mother.... e dream ish abt him gettin' injured or harmed in NS camp.... thus... e family ish a little worried..... todae... he's send bac frm e camp... laying on his bed.... habing high fever..... quite worrying.... well... tis may sound superstitious... hwever... e dream did start tu come true! aniwaes.... i tried tu called him jus nw.. bt he hang up miie fone.. i guess he's either too tired out n ish lying on his bed or he ish on fone wib his gf..... aniwaes.... tis cousin ob mine ish lyke miie childhood fwen... miie blood-related elder brother.... thus.... i treat him fairly abit btr den other cousins... zzzzzzz!! bt quite wrying larhs... he ish alwaes caring fer miie since young until tis age..... sho i'm quite worried... aniwaes.... zzzzzzz! he has his gf n his mum tu care... tat's gd enuff.. at least.. nw he ish safe at home... glad fer him.. ^.^" hope he get well soon....
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