Thursday, October 30, 2008

♥ Tired..

haish. so tired. in every parts and ways...... life..... so boring, yet so tired in its own way....

this few days i've been studying every night for the coming exam. didn't do very well for my assignments. but its okay. i've tried hard enough already.

ADM- 63%
Psychology - 76%

not my expected result. but its okay. at least i've tried.... blame: no study luck this week...

*miss the guy i've always loved* - duh.

but how? i'll give up bahs. focus on study. that' all i can say... as long as he is happy, how i feel doesn't matter anymore.
no fate, no love.
at least he still cares for me...

sleepless night for this week. worried about exam. craming everything into my head now.

almost finishing revision for ADM. gonna do the past exam papers this weekend.

I'm tired to a large extent.

Mentally, physically, emotionally exhaust.

Brainache, muscleache, toothache, heartache.

what a sickness i have ehhh?

additionally, feeling selfish, not satisfied with every single person. feel to throw tantrum.

Doubt: am i psychologically ill? or just physiologically ill?

I AM GRUMPY.
10:48 PM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

♥ Improve English

I WANT TO IMPROVE MY ENGLISH!!!

Haish.

don't know how come my english suddenly so lousy. o.0??

how can i improve my english lehs?

SOS~ Help!

I AM GRUMPY.
11:33 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008

♥ 24 more days count down,,

ohs. another 24 more days n i'm back in singapore le. hahas! haish. don't know how come feel so sad. cos of yesterday's incident...

last night there was a good friend who told me about the rumours in his school. hmph! malaysia school.... can u believe it?? haish. how the hell would a rumours be going on on malaysia school??? i don't even know them.... zzzzzzzzzz!!

so i started to get upset. i'm gonna be as famous as "jolin" in their school liaos.

I AM GRUMPY.
8:21 PM

Monday, October 13, 2008

感情原本就难以理解。

现在的我，是不适合谈恋爱的处境中。因为连自己都不知道该喜欢谁的我，只会把对方拖累而已。这样的我，还有谁敢要呢？也因为，自己没有资格去谈，所以才会羡慕正在谈恋爱的双方。羡慕他们拥有我所没能拥有的东西。

如看到他人吵架，就会心想他们为什么没要珍惜这份姻缘。就像我，连珍惜的机会上天也不给的我，看到了吵架的情侣就会体他们觉得可惜。并且我有多想要他和他的心，但却被命运给摆布，无法得到。

最终，把伤痕累累的我拖出来的是另一个他。是他，把我从恶梦骂醒。徐然，很讨厌骂我的他，但是心醇感激。是他在身旁默默帮助我。我，想过要利用他，让他变成我的男友。但是没有去做。良心住当了我。我必须对自己诚实。爱的人是他，而不是他。或许末天我会爱上他吧！但是，决不是现在。

也对！因为不知道自己有没有资格，有没有能力恋爱。所以，占且停止。

只希望，我的心肯听大脑的使唤吧。。。

I AM GRUMPY.
9:43 PM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

♥ Finished revising 3 topics from Micro economics

Hahas! Finally, I'v finished revising 3 topics of Microecons this weekend le. gonna do the 4th topic after rest.... ^.^"

Jia you Jia you!

~~ and.. i'm sick now le... haish! sore throat liaos... T.T

Last time sick got one person will shang xin de...

now sick liaos no ppl care... T.T

I AM GRUMPY.
6:53 PM

Friday, October 10, 2008

♥ end of psycho assignment.

yipee! just handed in my psyco de assignment! finally!!! after continuos of no sleep night, i managed to complete this assignment with success!!!! OoooSH!

but.... this is not the end of my assignment nightmare. upcoming will be economics assignment~~

Malay translation:
"akhirnya saya habiskan kerja psychology"

I AM GRUMPY.
3:34 PM

Thursday, October 09, 2008

♥ argh! Its been days since i last slept!

argh! Its been days since i last slept!
Haish. I'm so tired lo. T.T so many days din slp le. tired until i tot i'm dead liaos. whn walking i tot i'm only left with soul.. I'm just so damn tired!! but too bad. i need to do my assignments! 2 big assignments to hand in in the same week!!

NVM! LAST DAY LE!!! CHIONG TODAY N GONNA SLP ALOT TMR NIGHT!! JIA YOU MICHELLE!!!!

CHIONG AHS!!!!!!!!

I AM GRUMPY.
9:52 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

♥ chiong assignments!

phew! just finished my ADM assignmnt and handed in today. Now shall chiong pyscho assignment! due this friday. CHIONG ARHS!!!

chiong assignment until like this!

So many more articles to read!!!

I AM GRUMPY.
11:41 PM

Sunday, October 05, 2008

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAINIE!

Wooo! So tired sia. Hahas! today we celebrated Rainie's 21st birthday. I just have too many friends having birthday la. hahas! okay.

Today went to Glenelg, facing the Pacific Ocean, had a birthday dinner at a chinese restaurant. Hahas~ Yum Yum. and so FULL! then went back to the city, and went to bar.

Finally I prove to myself that I'm 18!! I actually entered a bar!! but then is go to the bar de karaoke la. hahas! so only singing, no dancing. hehes. enjoyed ourselves, turn the songs upside down, make funny sounds (Miya and Rainie) and dances (Me). Lols! hahas!

Happy Birthday Rainie!!! Stay young n happy always!!